At Midnight tonight I won’t turn into a pumpkin, no, but I will turn into somebody completely different.
I will be a shadow.
Like a magic trick, I will board a plane and It will be as if i never existed at all. A forgettable, fragmentary girl who sawed herself in half.
I’ll leave pieces of me with you. They’re invisible but I hope they haunt you and I hope they soothe you.
I hope your dissatisfactions turn to resolve and that your resolve regards me kindly.
Because I regard you kindly.
I feel pretty empty, and I hope it doesnt either. Don’t cry though, leave that to me :)
Means more to me that people read it and feel something than I can even convey.
Thank you so much. Not what i wanted in life, but if i know anything, its how to appreciate things good or bad, and pick myself back up. Yeehaw.
We’ll see :(